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Monday, September 30, 2013

Strength

Having stress nowadays, piano exam is coming in 48 days. And I'm not good enough yet. I used to be a very skillful pianist, due to some reasons I became weak. I have to find back my fighting spirit and find the old me back! I hope I can get another high score for my result. Just gotta try my very best on it. :) I know I can do it! I'm actually quite happy after that few days of depression, I'm able to laugh right now. Its the best thing ever! And i didn't lost anyone in my life, they are still with me. Someone just changed his relationship with me, now we're super good buds(In my heart). I appreciate you bud! Hmm. Never give up on something you wanted badly, no matter what happens, just don't give up. It may turn out the way you want! Sincerely, Chin Eing, 2013-09-30 20:35

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Somewhere In Between the Two Ends

Its a Saturday! And my life gets on track again. :) Woke up 9 a.m. in the morning, with a big smile on my face! Its been so long since i got to smile so naturally. I listened to many happy and sweet songs today to keep myself cheered all the time. And I'm happy about one thing. We're not couples, nor friends, but somewhere between that; Couples may break up, but we won't. I'm glad about this relationship between us. At least we can talk all we want and express ourselves like nobody cares. This is a good thing to me. HAHA. Sometimes, the emo feeling still come back to visit me, but I endured it in a very short time. I understand that life is too short to be sad on something that's already consider as a past. We must treat ourselves better everyday, and not playing back the bad memories we had last time. It will be a lesson , but not a punishment. If you keep on think about it, you're punishing yourself. Some guy, after knowing i'm single and available again, start his action immediately. Well he is a sweet guy too, but then I feel that its not fair for him. My heart is still occupied at the moment, so it takes time. Lets see how good is his determination! No pain, no gain. I hope that i can live on with a smile on my face everyday! Smile is the best make up you can put on, you doesn't have to spend any money on it, you already have it in yourself :) Sincerely, Chin Eing, 2013-09-28 20:45

Friday, September 27, 2013

Meaningful

I've gone through my hard and unlucky days, and now the sweetness of life finally came back to me :) I feel that life is so meaningful, I've been waiting for this moment for nearly a week. It took me such a long time to finally get into this form, I have to appreciate my own life. Treat myself better, and live a good life with the ones I love and I care. Thanks everyone who appeared in my life, I love you all! No matter you've done anything good or bad to me, I still have to thank you. You all make me learnt to grow up by giving me tons of experiences. What is past is past. Bad days that I've been through will never come back. And now i'm welcoming back my happy days. My smile is on my face again, not gotta let it go ever again! :D Feeling cheered up is so good! I'm so happy now. Hmm, I want to become a better person. I know I wasn't good enough, but I will change myself into someone better, and treat all my friends and family better! Never give up your life upon something bad. Bad things will still get washed away by the downpour, and leaving a bright sun shining on the sky of our heart. I don't hate anyone, I love everyone in my life. Life is too short to be wasted on hating someone we dislike. So, i don't hate you even if you did something really bad on me that hurt me. Alright. :) That's it for today! Have a great life ahead, people! Sincerely, Chin Eing, 2013-09-27 21:53

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Hamburger-ed Accident

What a "good" morning I had today. I get involved in a road accident. The car in front of me just suddenly did an emergency break which causes me unable to stop my car in time. My car is kinda heavy, so the inertia is big too. The moment when I step on my break fully, I already banged that car in front of mine. But it was just a light touch (Luckily) , what's the most unfortunate is the car behind mine was so close to me that he also didn't get to break his car in time, and ya, my car's back got banged, and its kinda serious. The driver of the front car was kind, saw that his car doesn't suffer from any damages, then he just drove away; The driver who banged my car, was really a bad fella. He threaten me that he wants to suspend my driving licence. Oh damn it, his car didn't really got any damage, my car is the one that got the most damages! I was kinda useless, I only stayed in the car and didn't know what to do. My mother was the one who tried to settle things down on that moment. When I reached school, the first thing I do was cry. I never know that I can be so weak, and I can cry too easily. And I rang him up, luckily he answered the call, if not I think I may cry even worst! He's just like a suppressant to me, calm me down whenever I am tensed up. Thank you! (Although I woke you up from sleeping this morning)I'm so lucky to have you as my bro , I was so shocked until i don't know what to do besides crying and phoning you. After today, I need to build up my guts, if I'm so easy to cry and unable to respond to the situation that happened out of expectations, how can I become a successful lawyer in the future? I have to stay strong, and be mentally ready for anything bad. P/S : I don't want to see nor eat any burgers from the time being, I always remind myself as the MEAT in between the breads. Sincerely, Chin Eing 2013/09/26 13:54 [HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ELDER BROTHER --- TING YI!!!]

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Brand New Blog

Hello guys, this is my new blog. The old memories should be separated. Because i know that my life is already changed into a completely different one in this year. :) Shall i just re-introduce myself. I'm Teh Chin Eing, born in the 1995. supposingly to be born in the 1994, but i was too stubborn and refused to get out from my mother's womb. As a college student, i think differently now. I thought i'm mature enough, but actually i am not! Can still be childish sometimes, but oh well, its good to have some fun time with childish attitude! that makes my teen life a brilliant one~ Guess you should read what's in my mind in my upcoming posts in the future! ;)